Paradise

They went to the Beach and felt so happy, so happy they could die.

I can't describe what I felt when the first evening we went to see the sea, we left our hotel, passed all the mexicans who are the most motivated sellers I have ever seen, once they see somebody with a brighter skin they start they spectacle:

-'hey sir how is you vacation going? how was the beach today? hey man how are you?'

Then we only had to cross la Quinta avenida to step on the bright and delicate sand.

The moon was so big and bright, it was shining on the sea, from far we could hear some live music...

I was speechless and felt so happy... The more was to come.

Sosnowiec- Warszawa- Frankfurt- Cancun- Playa del carmen

Finally the day of our trip came, after spending two months of holiday working and looking for a job we were off to Mexico, first we took a train to get to Warsaw, where we discovered that they have built a direct train taking you from central station right to the airport- what a nice, comfortable and cheap surprise!
Then we spent some night hours waiting for our first plane t Frankfurt, at first there were not many people, they started to arrive around 3 in the morning to tale charters to some famous destinations.
Happily we were in frankfurt we flew with lot with a little, nice embraer, then we had some troubles with gate changes, to our surprise condor just before embarquing chacked the weight of our hand luggage, fortunately they didn't weigh bf's backpack- with camera, computers, chargers etc we were way beyond 12 allowed kilos.
The flight was like forever, after my klm flight to japan I thought that all long flights would be the same- I expected my little tv to watch some movies!
The plane was smaller then expected (2-3-2) as a result there weren't tv for each seat- but it didnt really matter...
In general the flight went ok- the airport in cancun wasn't as nice, for sure!
We were stuck at immigration for 2 hours, waiting waiting waiting, it's just that there were probably 8 officers for like thousands of people and you know after a long flights it's really nothing you want to do!!
We finally got to our nice hotel and the holiday started....

Working in an agency or a corpo wannabe?

After few little troubles I was finally accepted for an unpaid internship in a public relations agency.
Just for the record the first one I was trying to get into, was a kind of favour for my mum, i was suppose to get an opportunity of an unpaid internship in the company that was doing PR in her company- as these kind of things like to end up, they screwd me a little bit.

In the meantime I was doing my little research about agencies in Cracow, the city that I moved into, following P.

I don't know whether the agencies I found in Cracow are good or not, the truth is that in cases like this you should check their projects and clients to see if you find them interesting,

So far I strongly believe that when working somewhere first of all you should not get pissed with the work and secondly you should like what you are doing to make it the best possible.
So I applied for the two I found, I was contacted by hr specialist from one and pr manager from the second.
Hr specialist has sent me some case studies to resolve and PR manager invited me for an interview.
I didnt get through case studies however the lady advised me to study a bit more the field and reapply in few months (youhouuu!).
I went to the interview to the second agency and after all they said the famous: 'will contact you shortly'.

Anyways interviews are the subject for the whole different post.
The 'shortly' took them a week (by the time I found myself a nice job) that I kind of suspended because I really wanted to do the internship (i may say that it is a kind of obligation at my studies but really you can easily get a confirmation paper from any company, If you really don't want to do it).

I wanted. I thought I could learn a lot during this experience.

You know I try not to believe people who say: 'yeah, yeah you will make copies and coffee. And I was probably lucky at some point because from the very first day I was writing press realizes, doing researches, calling journalists and making data bases. During few weeks I learnt really much,

Moreover I got to work with nice and helpful people and had fun. If only I got money for this I could do it longer.

Anyway one thing is sure- you will never read news the way you did before working in PR.

Being afraid that I wouldnt learn anything and wouldn't  like the agency I found some job offers on the Internet.

The offers where from IBM, lufthansa and capgemini ( well I found another interesting in Philip Morris but finally didn't have time to fully apply - it sometimes take ages!)
So I postulated for junior accountant in IBM and lufthansa and for personal assistant in capgemini. They all called but only capgemini hr specialist invited me to an interview. My overall impression of capgemini building and appearance of the people working there is: OMG I wouldn't like to spend years in this open space!
I am still waiting for the reply from caogemini however I did some thinking and I think, after all pros and cons I would probably happy to work as a personal assistant for some time - it might not be my dream job but I dont have one

Olympic Games 2012

42 million dollars-  the cost of the opening ceremony.

I must say I am impressed and disgusted at the same time.

Enormous politically correct show (or propaganda if you wish)- such a waste of money.....

22.07

I don't know what there is wrong with this date but every year it just gets me depressed.

I remember only once being at home for my birthday and I agree it was nice but all those birthdays when I am surrounded by strangers I only got to know... it's such a weird feeling... seriously!

I should probably get some sleep and try not to think about it...

well I know for sure, I BDAY sucked!

I slept a long time (which was good) but then my boss made me cry.... sweeet!
 

aux Champs Elysées

It's really incredible to seat and watch people on this famous street.

Young and old couples, singles, homo and hetero families, beautiful and ugly people of all nations who have only one thing in common: trying to get the sensation of PARIS... they don't care whether what they see is true or not everybody just want to be part of it!

I sat on a bench for almost an hour and all I can say is that the lyrics of the song are very true: il ya tout ce que vous voulez aux Champs Elysées.

it's a love hate relationship

So here I am after almost half of my summer job expierience and the truth is I love it and I hate it.
I hate it because I work 18 hours a day, I don't have time to shower properly.
But on the other hand I get to meet all those beautiful people... Our team is amazing but the best are some kids, you now when you hear something nice from them it just feels great, especially that it's hard to hear something nice from a teenager...
I have my favourites of course, unfortunately they are going home this saturday- I am gonna miss them and one of them so daaamn good looking!

I think the older I get the more sensitive I am- thats bad!

anyways a round trip to poland- challenge accepted!

xoxo

Resolutions

Everybody is making new year's resolutions- I am not. This is why I decided to make some using as a motive my graduation (you know I have to defend my work in two days but writing blog is so much more interesting than studying...). Starting from October 2012 I will: -graduate from journalism -graduate and become a master -find a job in creative agency -go to gym 3 times a week -loose about 10 kg -quit smoking, drinking beer and eating chocolate -be nice to people -care for my friends (I will write, call, send presents even though they never do it for me) -I wont be so protective for my brother -I will be nicer for my lover -I will separate from Internet -I will be happy and thankful -I will stop to worry -I will be the happiest person on earth Ok but until then I can continue my life. How pathetic is this post? Omg

Uncle good advise

My parents thaught me a lot.
They always had time for me and gave me a lot of love, thanks to them I am where I am and I consider myself a person that thinks, in general.

However I went to visit my auntie yesterday and she really pissed me off and made me cry trying to convince me that my loved one is not for me and that I should find myslef someone better.

This is where I started to believe in brainwash.
I heard about people, mostly girls who are under such influence of parents or family that totally lose the possibility of thinking and making decisions.
Obviously, I didn't believe that.
But when I started to cry yesterday it wasn't because I wasn't sure of my ideas and of my love for P but because I felt kind of weak and I really can't explain it because there wasn't a single thing in her speech that I would do the way she sees it.

Mainly she proposed me to move back with my parents, study in my home town, leave P, find a rich and young guy, next get married and next move in with my husband and learn to live together.
oh and of course a huge pathetic wedding and church marriage is obligatory, she also told me that she was sure that my parents didn't accept P either...

"marriage gives "cement" to you relationship- you start to care for each other" as if living without marriage isn't worth anything because once people are married they start to work on the relationship.

???? SERIOUSLY????!!! 40 % of marriages in Poland split, home abuse is very common and seriously I should buy the crap about importance of the alliance called marriage??

well this visit was so strange mainly because my ideas are totally opposite but there was no discussion she was only critising my points.

I felt as if I was 12 stubborn kid who doesn't know anything.
I totally agree, that I did suffer in my life and I will do whatever I can not to suffer in my life but who knows where will I be in 20 years?
Probably I will be suffering, probably I will be worried a lot in my life but noone can save me from living my life.

Sooo thanks to that day I lost interest in marriage- it sounds pathetic

what a feeling

So here is the thing, I started to analyse it after I passed out the fourth or fifth time in my life- it is such a strange feeling.

Usually its easy to forget but this time I made efforts to keep it in my mind.

I felt as if I was in bed, and I felt so unbelivable comfortable that I didn’t want it to end any time soon. 

I felt that I was smiling and felt soo sooo good and then the feeling of waking up came…

And I started to hear the voices like: “come on! You hear me?! Wake up!” and saw all my class mated standing around me and checking me out.

Then I started to remember what happened I was dramatically pale and couldn’t stand up without getting dizzy for few good minutes…

dilemma

I must say that I am often having state of dilemma in my mind however yesterday when I heard from my doctor: miss, there are two Solutions: either you get another surgery or you get pregnant”

I must admit that it all went to a different level of dilemma…

I am almost six months now after histeroscopy and any other histeroscopy increases the risk of having troubles in getting pregnant however on the other hand nobody said that I would get pregnant now even if I decided that I wanted to go for it.

Well this is called : “good” news coming always in wrong times.

dear euro 2012 supporters in Poland,

I feel sorry for those of you who will have to you use any healthcare in Poland.

Yesterday I Could taste what is it like to go to ER and…. Wait 4 hours…

You know when you read it you feel like what is four hours? People around the World can’t reach any help in days!

OK but we are 2 weeks away from Euro and I sincerely hope that none of houndreds of thousands tourists who come won’t need ANY med help.

It was like a nightmare, I was almost passing out of pain, people where pushing into the line and apparentely this ER was empty because in the other one, closer to my home, there were 50 people waiting.

Advise: young medical rescuers are nice and helpful, old nurses are grumpy, the only doctor who was there did will to help at all- she was making coffee.

dear Mark Zuckerberg,

I should probably say thank you for Facebook but I won't.
with you social platform going to stock market you talked a lot about it recently.
You said that it's goal is to connect people who where seperated, who live in other parts of world.
truth is that if we want to stay in touch we write an e-mail- we don't need Facebook.
it exists only because of our need to spy on people to know their lives, gossips but it does not help us to keep relations.
it is only a virtual world that I do not want to be part of.

I am a Facebook addict and I am going to a rehab.

having sex with full make up on

is kinda challlenge but if you can't hold on anymore and just have to do it just before leaving you should follow those rules:
1. take off only the clothes you need to take off
2. be on the top
3. try not to rub too much your face with the body of lover (hard to do, I know!)
4. primp the make and your ready to go!

Lynette Scavo

I find myself truely inspired by what Lynette said in her speach at Rennee's wedding.

you are waiting for someone to love you, then when you finally get that person you may forget during life routine that this was the only thing you needed for hapinness and so you keep searching for new things but you can't get satisfied with anything else because the thing you needed is love that you have.

plus it was the very last episode of the series that i have been following for 8 years!

feeling like teenager

the cashier asking you for ID when you're buying beers is:

a) annoying
b) stupid
c) makes you smile when you are 22 and more than a half !!:)

C

Dear high school graduates in Poland!

You are right now in the middle of your high school finals, and you think that this is the end of the World.

You still haven’t decided what to study, besides whatever you decide will be still verified when the results come.

I am so sorry to tell you that but this exam is just rubbish, any exam that comes after is way more difficult and most importantly: this exams do not verify any knowledge at all (obviously like most of the exams).

The other thing is that we can’t find anybody to blame but the system that in each country has some shortcomings.

You feel that whatever you decide now will change your life forever…

Here comes the suprise, from the students I know probably around 10 % sticked to their first choice of career most of us either changed it after a short while, or dropped it after few years or started a second faculty.

This all only in Poland, you think you need either very Rich parents or take a huge loan to study? NO!

It’s free here- this is why it’s crap but at the end of the day we get for example great doctors! so no fees no stress…

Taking my example, I can give you an advise.

if you feel you wanna give a shot to medicine go for it!

but don’t you ever go to Silesian Medical University- the people there will humilate you very quickly and you will just drop it.

If you then feel like having a year off and realise your passions- go for it! (of course orly if you are lucky like I was that I haven’t had to work for living)

If you fall in love with a city and new campus of economics at its university, go and study there- don’t listen to what people say, if you want to study you will take the best out of it!

If you notice that you have been skiing for more than seven weeks during your first year of economics it may mean you have some spare time, don’t hesitate to start another faculty like let’s say journalism with PR specialization.

If you Discover that you won’t be accepted to the public course (because back in the day you took the wrong high school finals) try to find a private university, the best would be the one that offers teachers from the public one.  

This way you have to pay a little bit you get the best specialists in the field almost orly for you- there are like 50 students in a year and among them 25 not willing to work so if you want to learn a lot you can.

So guys, don’t worry be happy and don’t ever regret antyhing because every cloud has a silver lining.

Upper east sider

I sometimes feel like an upper east sider but in polish conditions, I suppose it might be a bit exaggerated. I just have different problems than people around me.

Don't get me wrong, I am very happy where I am, but I like to keep myself down to earth and realise that my so called problems are no problems for real....

well, I might be thinking too much- and the funniest thing is that I openly laugh at people, for example my teachers, trying to sell us some philosophical crap.

I like to plan each hour, day, month

I am an optimist but realist

I love few people and travelling

I want to have kids

Food is very important to me

I don't get on well with public transport

I respect many people

I function better at 5am than at 10pm

I often change my mind

I am talented in putting myself into troubles

I like studying languages and going to school

I am not touched by animals

I travel in time

writing is hard.

I would love to be one of those persons who are able to write their dairy everyday for years.

Obviously I am not but I want to work on it- I know that memories that are in my hand won't last forever- especially that I forget most of things very quickly.

He draws near the periphery
In disbelief on delivery
Came child from the deep inferno
Crusty head of dead volcano
Heartless crow with brittle beak
Wooden leg too schocked to speak
Lilac dust of a woman's hair
A wooden cross a paper prayer
A stone where her body lay
A stack of feathers a pile of hay
A mushroom for an eye ball
A mustache from the snow fall
Worms weave a ring where fairies square dance
Queens and kings fairies weave wigs with eyelash
Trance music makes the fairies dance

the sweet day

I Spoke to my hun, P yesterday and I really start feeling that I miss him- finally this WE will have some time to spend together!

He didn’t call me during the day yesterday, of course I know that he was busy writing his spanish essay. Eventhough I know it I was kinda angry.

So I think this is why he called me back some time later saying:

-eerr… yhhh…. Listen I checked the message on the Photo you gave me and turns out that our anniversary is tomorrow.

Well what can I say, I’m prepared for no flowers, no romantic present- this is how he is.

But it  a sweet day anyway when I think it’s been already 2 years since qe met and fell in love.

OMG it sounds sooooo over sweeeet.

wrinkles

I feel like a student again!
I went out twice this weekend, got a little drunk, chatted with many nice people...

it feels good to have time to spend a weekend without driving hundreds of miles...

I was kinda pissed for two days when my hun told my he couldnt make it this weekend- I felt it was all unfair etc however I later came to conclusion that if is the one (supposingly) we will hav thousands of WE together and will be happy to get one without each other.
so here I am having a girly WE.

p.s.
I bought my tickets for a language course in Playa del Carmen! whooopi!

p.s.2
I actually started to use a anti-wrinkle cream OMG! ageing seriously scares me and obviously not in terms of wrinkles.

I would prefer him to ba gay rather than a priest

Belgium, a little country with kindest people I know and on the other hand full of crazy guys who shoot or kidnap kids.
I am so happy to be back after a year, the hapinness in these people just make me realise how important is it to be happy and thankful for each little thing that we get.
I always find some piece while I am here- it's not that I don't like my busy life but here you just slow down and celebrate each action- I love it too.

my crazy second mum and her family- they are so lovely people, I have so much fun with them, no matter if I come for a day or a month.

yes I am so happy.
but the weater sucks. so much.

sorry hun!

I realised today how busy my father is...

Me: dad can I come over to your office to discuss the progress of my bachelor work?

Dad: sure hun! Uh, why you wanna come to my office? Can’t we do it at home?

Me: dad for the last few days I have seen you for 15 minutes at home, so I think work is a better place...

Dad: u may be right... when you wanna come?

Me: tomorrow?

Dad: sure no problem, when?

Me: dunno, when you can?

Dad: uh... I don’t know I’ll call you during the day.

Call during the day:

Dad: sorry hun, I have an unexpected meeting at 2, I know I said 2 was for you but u know..

Me: don’t worry dad, just call me when you re done!

Dad: really sorry.

Poor daddy...

Setting goals

I always think that maybe I should do more than I do, I should spend more time with my family, I should take Spanish course I should accept a job etc etc.

I did some thinking about it today and I think I know where it comes from.

My attitude of setting myself goal of 150% in order to complete 90% comes from the fact that I am scared.

Somewhere deep inside I don’t believe in myself.

It’s hard to admit because I consider myself confident however I want to do everything because I am scared that in some years I won’t be able to do all those things I could do now.

Funny.

Scary.

sometimes you need to slow down

There is a time when you have to slow down for a little while...

For past few weeks, since I came back to live in Poland, I was moving moving moving, I went twice to Austria and did countless kilometers in Poland...

The forces left me somewhere on the way and were replaced by illnesses, first second third- and I gave up.

When the third week of struggle begun, I got another antibiotic, I made and decision to go and actually spend at least three days in bed. Seriously.

So here I am at the first day of my plan- we will see if I manage.

xoxo

freaked out

I'm still not over my jet lag got as a souvenir from Japan and what?
I decided 2 days ago to go skiing, not skiing skiing for fun but skiing skiing working. with kids.

I would like to congratulate here myself for taking thoughtless and spontaneous decision- well done!

I'm freaked out because it's snowing as hell I don't know if we will be able to fit into my car, I have never been working with a group of small kids that you get as a gift for the whole day.

uf uf uf im freaked out, but this is how we learn, right?

blue eyes

I didn't know that blue eyes can mean so much.

Yes it happened before that someone abroad told me how beautiful my eyes were but here it's mad...

Today some japanese students in metro tried very hard to talk to me in english and tell me that my eyes and eyelashes (no wonder- they all have the fals ones!) are so beautiful... and that im kawai!

Moreover spanish guys seems to adore them too- wow!

I'm confused it's only eyes!

Seriously? No English?!

I was once told by my aunt that if I do speak foreign languages and my friends do too, that does not mean that everybody knows them.

Well until that little chat I considered that everybody know some basics in let’s say English, than I heard that my Erasmus friends in Poland couldn’t communicate in Poland with neither old nor young people!

Than I went to Spain, to discover that even in European Uni 90% do not speak english at all.

And now I’m in Japan and what?

NOBODY on the streets speak english, today I was desperately looking for help from some businessman today (this is what somebody told my- go and talk to businessmans they all speak Englished) so I found a smoking zone full of those and they didn’t speak English AT ALL, they said: straight, left!

What a surprise! I think the biggest in Tokyo!

By the way I totally adore the city.
  

Maybe I should cry for help
Maybe I should kill myself

Maybe I'm a different breed
Maybe I'm not listening

babies having babies

I still can not come out of the state of a shock that I got yesterday.

I was gone from my uni for a semester and during that time one of the classmates got married, pregnant and now is having a cute little baby.

Maybe this is not a surprise however being only 21 not having a job and having a boyfriend, I mean studying too sounds like WOW to me.

being jealous

The title might suggest talking about relationships, but no.

I feel that I’m more jealous of my little brother than I am of my dearest boyfriend...

Of course I get pissed when he talks to other girls but it’s not this kind of jealousy that I mean.

So howcome I’m jealous of my brother?

I feel that he is better treated by my parents, anything he wants- he gets, not that I don’t however it requiers more effrots from my side.

Going, asking, negotiating etc.

When I was his age I couldn’t do whatever I wanted I had to ask for permission, I couldn’t choose which car I will drive, how much money I would get for a trip etc.

It’s just that is it so much easier to him (but this is what is cool right? Life should be easy! OMG)

I feel that it is so stupid, but I just can’t handle it (it’s the same thing with my father changing me car every three months- I do not want to get angry but I do.)

I believe that in order to change the first thing is the recognition of the thing we want to change- so we are done with the first step- I do not want to be jealous of such a stupid thing!

Now I JUST have to change it.

Thanks for listening to me my diary- it feels so much better!

I will change this, I will change this, I will change this, I will change this!

Holy cows

It's been probably years now since I started to wonder why Spanish behave like holy cows- what Is it? It's a behavior when you do not move when somebody want to pass, you never give way to anybody, you give this look a bitch/ dick and show that you seriously do not care about anything but your comfort...
Oh and you scream instead of talking.
Well with all the respect to my Spanish friends, this is soooo common And I seriuosly can't understand it!

Any ideas?

Sail!

Eventough I have one of the final exams today we were obliged to participate in a conference about human resources, ok- no choice, I go- prepared with two folders of notes (for my exam) i sat down ready to fight agianst another waisting time conference.

And here I am 5 hours of it... I must admit that I was wrong- I didn't study for my exam, the conference ws great, some directors telling us their experiences etc.

Least and the best was a man called, well i dont recall how but he named himself as concilliator (he has a good blog by the way!) his speech was so good, shortly speaking about seven dimensions of our lifes that we should try to have (partner, family, work, friends, hobby, woluntary).

There was also a nice lady speaking- i really liked what she said: whatever you are afraid of go out there and do it- this is how we develop, and forget about your comfort.

Well it again is one of those days that I learn a lot without studying.

Boooooring

So as Im in period of exams and presentations etc. I do have a lot of time to do laundry, clean my room and of course I spend a lot of time on FB.
Anything will do.

I start to hate this social network seriuosly, I cant even count how many subscriptions of so called friends I blocked this week.

How boring people can be? When this wave of posting the same link, song, articke became for good I found just soooo imoressive, as a social phenomenon of course, gotye s song first appeared on my wall in november, can you imagine that since then there is somebody actually posting it as 'great' 'look what I found' etc.????

But now its getting really annoying- i would say like 90% of my Fb friends are protesting against ACTa (not to mention all those that i blocked of cours, protesting against animal cruelty).
Seriuosly what is wrong with u people? Are u stupid or what? Do you seriously believe that posting a link on your wall will stop anybody from signing anything??????

Well i dont it might raise awarness of people but i feel that everybody is aware of what acta, anyways those on FB.

So go and protest if u have time but dont do it on FB!

Thanks, im better now.

Erasmus- I did it my way

So here I am almost at the end of the program!

I must say that whenever I asked somebody how was Erasmus they said either: great or: awsome, being me and looking at things pretty realisticaly or maybe even pesimisticaly I didn’t fully trust them.

So how was Erasmus? Both Awesome and Great!

By chance I got to a great city: Madrid, which is totally my kind of city.
As my Uni is on the outskirts of Madrid it make it even better for me- I am no fan of living in the heart of the aglomaration- I enjoy every bit of a big city but at the end of the day I like to come back to a peacful place.

Private, posh Uni made me laugh at the begining however the adaptation went very quickly in my case. Having gym and pool on the site make things easier.

However, there are some things I must disagree with:

Erasmus = Orgasmus = fiesta all the time
Well I think it is not as much as a cliche, it just wasn’t my case I think.
Well to be honest I might be an exception in this matter...
During those past months I went out several times- mainly to get my opinion about aparently bestest fiestas of the world woaaah (right after Ibiza of course).
I’m sorry but they weren’t definitely the best parties I have been to. You can easily get cheaper and better (seriously 15 euros entrance to a totally normal club is nothing but a robbery to me.)

You’re Erasmus you don’t have to study and English is enough to study in Spain
I really believed in this one.
Mainly it is true, espacially for Spanish Unis but me, personally, I did have to study.
I would even say: a lot.
It wasn’t the toughest time, but there was a lot to do and learn.
This might have been realted to the fact that I got screwed by International Office-  they gave me 4/5 subjects in Spanish...
So no, English is not enough to have classes in Spanish.

Erasmus = friendships forever
Everyday you meet new people, from all around the world, you talk for 5 minutes, become friends on FB, share mobile number but that’s it.
At least in 99.9% of cases, I know this may seem brutal for people seeking friendships forever but this is how it is. Program ends everybody is getting back to reality, friendships are forgotten.
Of course there is always FB/Mail or different Twitter but this is not a friendship it is an acquaintance.
And if you think that this interchange will give you free holidays for the rest of your life in soooo many cool destinations then the answer is NO.

So why did I enjoy it so much?

I learnt a lot about a new culture, I understand now a lot in Spanish, I got to live in a different world- Spain.
It will surely stay one of my favourite destinations for the next years.

Oh! And I totally adore Spanish cuisine !!!

Real Madrid

I have never really understood the phenomenon of football.

I have never been interested in football...

However I was forced yesterday to try and stalk one of the players.

It was cold and rainy, we were waiting for them to go out of training and finally we could see some famous guys...

I must admit it was nice to see those known faces in their beautiful cars.

But there was something more. I understood that their job is much more complicated then I thought. It’s not just a question of kicking ball some days in a month.

It’s training every day and matches at least 2 times a week- they participate in so many competitions.

Above all that their lives, seem to be very difficult.

They seriously can not move withought attention of all the people.

So yes they are so rich but they pay a lot for it.

New Year

I somehow can’t get to this atmopshere of greeting everybody HNY even in the middle of January... but on the other hand I realised that it may be considered rude by some people, the older generation- so I make efforts.

Anyway I don’t know whether it’s only me, or my age group, or whoever but I do not make new year’s resolutions, I do not wish that it will be better then the past one.

The only thing I do- I say thank you to somebody up there, for the past year and hope that the following will be no worse than the old one.

Well I just find it funny with all those people running to the gym in January, not using facebook during the week, quitting smoking.

As I always say, it’s their choice, their life- so again the only thing I can do is stop even boder about others.

But wait if I start minding only my business about all matters wouldn’t it be unhuman? We, people are made to leave in groups, interact and stuff.

Well- my conclusions are not understandable! Great!

oh! and Happy New Year!