piątek, 16 marca 2012

sorry hun!

I realised today how busy my father is...

Me: dad can I come over to your office to discuss the progress of my bachelor work?
Dad: sure hun! Uh, why you wanna come to my office? Can’t we do it at home?
Me: dad for the last few days I have seen you for 15 minutes at home, so I think work is a better place...
Dad: u may be right... when you wanna come?
Me: tomorrow?
Dad: sure no problem, when?
Me: dunno, when you can?
Dad: uh... I don’t know I’ll call you during the day.

Call during the day:
Dad: sorry hun, I have an unexpected meeting at 2, I know I said 2 was for you but u know..
Me: don’t worry dad, just call me when you re done!
Dad: really sorry.

Poor daddy...

Setting goals

I always think that maybe I should do more than I do, I should spend more time with my family, I should take Spanish course I should accept a job etc etc.
I did some thinking about it today and I think I know where it comes from.

My attitude of setting myself goal of 150% in order to complete 90% comes from the fact that I am scared.
Somewhere deep inside I don’t believe in myself.
It’s hard to admit because I consider myself confident however I want to do everything because I am scared that in some years I won’t be able to do all those things I could do now.


środa, 14 marca 2012

sometimes you need to slow down

There is a time when you have to slow down for a little while...
For past few weeks, since I came back to live in Poland, I was moving moving moving, I went twice to Austria and did countless kilometers in Poland...
The forces left me somewhere on the way and were replaced by illnesses, first second third- and I gave up.
When the third week of struggle begun, I got another antibiotic, I made and decision to go and actually spend at least three days in bed. Seriously.
So here I am at the first day of my plan- we will see if I manage.