feeling like teenager

the cashier asking you for ID when you're buying beers is:

a) annoying
b) stupid
c) makes you smile when you are 22 and more than a half !!:)

C

Dear high school graduates in Poland!

You are right now in the middle of your high school finals, and you think that this is the end of the World.

You still haven’t decided what to study, besides whatever you decide will be still verified when the results come.

I am so sorry to tell you that but this exam is just rubbish, any exam that comes after is way more difficult and most importantly: this exams do not verify any knowledge at all (obviously like most of the exams).

The other thing is that we can’t find anybody to blame but the system that in each country has some shortcomings.

You feel that whatever you decide now will change your life forever…

Here comes the suprise, from the students I know probably around 10 % sticked to their first choice of career most of us either changed it after a short while, or dropped it after few years or started a second faculty.

This all only in Poland, you think you need either very Rich parents or take a huge loan to study? NO!

It’s free here- this is why it’s crap but at the end of the day we get for example great doctors! so no fees no stress…

Taking my example, I can give you an advise.

if you feel you wanna give a shot to medicine go for it!

but don’t you ever go to Silesian Medical University- the people there will humilate you very quickly and you will just drop it.

If you then feel like having a year off and realise your passions- go for it! (of course orly if you are lucky like I was that I haven’t had to work for living)

If you fall in love with a city and new campus of economics at its university, go and study there- don’t listen to what people say, if you want to study you will take the best out of it!

If you notice that you have been skiing for more than seven weeks during your first year of economics it may mean you have some spare time, don’t hesitate to start another faculty like let’s say journalism with PR specialization.

If you Discover that you won’t be accepted to the public course (because back in the day you took the wrong high school finals) try to find a private university, the best would be the one that offers teachers from the public one.  

This way you have to pay a little bit you get the best specialists in the field almost orly for you- there are like 50 students in a year and among them 25 not willing to work so if you want to learn a lot you can.

So guys, don’t worry be happy and don’t ever regret antyhing because every cloud has a silver lining.

Upper east sider

I sometimes feel like an upper east sider but in polish conditions, I suppose it might be a bit exaggerated. I just have different problems than people around me.

Don't get me wrong, I am very happy where I am, but I like to keep myself down to earth and realise that my so called problems are no problems for real....

well, I might be thinking too much- and the funniest thing is that I openly laugh at people, for example my teachers, trying to sell us some philosophical crap.

I like to plan each hour, day, month

I am an optimist but realist

I love few people and travelling

I want to have kids

Food is very important to me

I don't get on well with public transport

I respect many people

I function better at 5am than at 10pm

I often change my mind

I am talented in putting myself into troubles

I like studying languages and going to school

I am not touched by animals

I travel in time

writing is hard.

I would love to be one of those persons who are able to write their dairy everyday for years.

Obviously I am not but I want to work on it- I know that memories that are in my hand won't last forever- especially that I forget most of things very quickly.

He draws near the periphery
In disbelief on delivery
Came child from the deep inferno
Crusty head of dead volcano
Heartless crow with brittle beak
Wooden leg too schocked to speak
Lilac dust of a woman's hair
A wooden cross a paper prayer
A stone where her body lay
A stack of feathers a pile of hay
A mushroom for an eye ball
A mustache from the snow fall
Worms weave a ring where fairies square dance
Queens and kings fairies weave wigs with eyelash
Trance music makes the fairies dance

the sweet day

I Spoke to my hun, P yesterday and I really start feeling that I miss him- finally this WE will have some time to spend together!

He didn’t call me during the day yesterday, of course I know that he was busy writing his spanish essay. Eventhough I know it I was kinda angry.

So I think this is why he called me back some time later saying:

-eerr… yhhh…. Listen I checked the message on the Photo you gave me and turns out that our anniversary is tomorrow.

Well what can I say, I’m prepared for no flowers, no romantic present- this is how he is.

But it  a sweet day anyway when I think it’s been already 2 years since qe met and fell in love.

OMG it sounds sooooo over sweeeet.

wrinkles

I feel like a student again!
I went out twice this weekend, got a little drunk, chatted with many nice people...

it feels good to have time to spend a weekend without driving hundreds of miles...

I was kinda pissed for two days when my hun told my he couldnt make it this weekend- I felt it was all unfair etc however I later came to conclusion that if is the one (supposingly) we will hav thousands of WE together and will be happy to get one without each other.
so here I am having a girly WE.

p.s.
I bought my tickets for a language course in Playa del Carmen! whooopi!

p.s.2
I actually started to use a anti-wrinkle cream OMG! ageing seriously scares me and obviously not in terms of wrinkles.

I would prefer him to ba gay rather than a priest

Belgium, a little country with kindest people I know and on the other hand full of crazy guys who shoot or kidnap kids.
I am so happy to be back after a year, the hapinness in these people just make me realise how important is it to be happy and thankful for each little thing that we get.
I always find some piece while I am here- it's not that I don't like my busy life but here you just slow down and celebrate each action- I love it too.

my crazy second mum and her family- they are so lovely people, I have so much fun with them, no matter if I come for a day or a month.

yes I am so happy.
but the weater sucks. so much.