freaked out

I'm still not over my jet lag got as a souvenir from Japan and what?
I decided 2 days ago to go skiing, not skiing skiing for fun but skiing skiing working. with kids.

I would like to congratulate here myself for taking thoughtless and spontaneous decision- well done!

I'm freaked out because it's snowing as hell I don't know if we will be able to fit into my car, I have never been working with a group of small kids that you get as a gift for the whole day.

uf uf uf im freaked out, but this is how we learn, right?